I'm heading out to Walvis Bay today for the last time.
It's really weird to think I'm doing some stuff for the last time! AH so many mixed feelings!
I don't even know what to think anymore... lots of people have been asking how I'm feeling. If I'm excited to go home? Sad? what?
I don't even know how to answer that anymore... I've been away now for about 4 1/2 months.. this is the longest I've ever been away from home. It's weird...I don't really know what to think.
Beau got to go home to the States for 10 days for his cousins wedding. Lex said that she's dripping with jealousy. I think that's almost how I felt too when Kokopelli left...I was jealous everyone got to go home and be with each other and talk about their experiences.
But, at the same time...I also feel like in the past couple months I've grown a lot closer to a lot of people as well! I think before I wasn't quite as close so that's why I wanted to go home with everyone too...
argh...I don't know.
I think it will be hard no matter what.
I think I'm starting to get more excited to come home thought too because of all the comments I keep hearing about choir. It sounds SO incredible! I can't wait to get back!
Linus and I will be arriving at Nakamun on Saturday hopefully around 5ish (maybe a little earlier..hopefully customs doesn't take too long..)
see you soon...
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that's so soon, jen! don't worry, linus and yourself will get lots of hugs and love when you get here! time will reduce the 'not-in-namibia blues.'
pshyah! then again, you're gonna go back in a year anyway!
haha... i'm actually thinking of doing the same...
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